[He has never been able to ask for help. Even as a child he has always felt like he has to stand on his own two feet. Something to prove. That's what his grandmother called it.
Now there is a sinister edge to it. Why would he ask for help when he knows?
Out of everyone however, if anyone could reach out and understand.]
yeah. Yes. yes actually.
That would be good. Um-
You know what I like right? I'll give you money when you get back. With that and the file.
[Martin. Why are you so nice why do you care so much why.]
...No I
I mean I was thinking about it. But you just reminded me I did have something else I wanted to do tonight Martin. Thank you
[For you see, it's payday which means bookstore day. And even if nothing appeals...which has been happening a lot lately he could always go home with something. Just to have it.]
No. These people, he doesn't want what happened to Sasha to happen to any of them. So...let the walls down. At least with Martin it makes some sense right?
HE has always been there for him.]
Every payday I go down to Hatchards and I...buy a book. Sometimes...three or four.Take them home, occasionally go through them. Books about anything.
Lately it's been books focusing on famous women in english history.
[Jon is an Eldritch God in the making that has absolutely no sense of self preservation and finds books so much easier than people.]
Well. They may be airplane reading but I've enjoyed Philippa Gregory's novels about women in the English monarchy. A bit boring but they held my attention. Particularly Catherine of Aragorn. A good mystery. I'm always very interested in a good mystery. My grandmother used to say that books were a better babysitter than any she could pay. She thought that was a bit...creepy about it. Crichton! Again more airplane reading but the man somehow combines technical knowledge with good writing
[wow that was a lot.]
Good god. Probably more than you ever wanted to know. I am so sorry.
[ it's likely telling that this feels momentous for martin - having jon ramble at him a bit, even if it's just via text. he remembers the impression he had of the man when he started working in the archives and compares it to what he knows about him now, and honestly it's impossible not to smile a bit. ]
[ silence, for a long while, but that's only because- ]
Here.
[ he's gently tapping open the door to jon's office, sandwich bag in hand and the file tucked between his forearm and chest. he doesn't bring up the remark about poetry - he can't quite tell if jon is mocking him or not. ]
And for the record, I don't dislike reading. I just - honestly, I guess it's just easier to play a video game at the end of a long day.
[Martin how do you know his favorite sandwich. He looks genuinely touched at that before he stares at his hands.]
Well my grandmother was...strict about wasting time. [pause] about time and I could never manage to sit still anyway there was something about books that captured my attention more.
I had a friend with a whole bunch of consoles but he'd be a bit...stingy with playing them what games do you play?
[A retelling of history from someone without a degree. It's an interesting concept however.]
You're going to have to explain indulgent. Remember I'm used to colorful blocks in different shapes.
[His features turn pleasant.]
Peter had another game with the dog? That hunted ducks. That one I liked. Not the duck hunting part I mean I understand it but the dog was kind of funny.
[He can't do pets. Period. But digital animals? sure.]
Well yeah, but you'd want to give them toys and pet them and feed them. They need toys - the admiral is a lapcat but he has his toys.
If I'm going to invest time and effort into caring for something I want to be able to give it all my time and attention you know? I'm not the best with affection. I'll own that. But when I make the time and effort...you know. And the job...
[He sighs and takes a bite of his sandwich.]
I'm rambling. I really did want to hear about you. So you play Assassin's Creed, you like dogs.
[He hesitates, before smiling and opening his phone to show him a photo of himself, a dark skinned woman with thick black curly hair, and a very large, very fluffy orange cat.]
This is the admiral.
[His smile is fond.] Georgie's my ex-roommate. We went to college together. She's had the cat ...
God. I don't remember.
[He chuckles]
But the admiral's her cat. I go and have tea with her sometimes and the admiral is very - fond. Of interrupting tea by shoving his ass in my face and demanding backscratches.
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Now there is a sinister edge to it. Why would he ask for help when he knows?
Out of everyone however, if anyone could reach out and understand.]
yeah. Yes. yes actually.
That would be good. Um-
You know what I like right? I'll give you money when you get back. With that and the file.
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[ because he can at least buy him a sandwich, right? yeah?
ugh. ]
I hope you're not planning on working too late, anyway.
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[Martin. Why are you so nice why do you care so much why.]
...No I
I mean I was thinking about it. But you just reminded me I did have something else I wanted to do tonight Martin. Thank you
[For you see, it's payday which means bookstore day. And even if nothing appeals...which has been happening a lot lately he could always go home with something. Just to have it.]
What. Do you have some grand plans today?
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No? Not really. I usually don't.]
[ he tries not to dwell on how lame that sounds. ]
But you have plans? What are you up to?
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No. These people, he doesn't want what happened to Sasha to happen to any of them. So...let the walls down. At least with Martin it makes some sense right?
HE has always been there for him.]
Every payday I go down to Hatchards and I...buy a book. Sometimes...three or four.Take them home, occasionally go through them. Books about anything.
Lately it's been books focusing on famous women in english history.
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Have you discovered anything especially excellent?
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[Jon is an Eldritch God in the making that has absolutely no sense of self preservation and finds books so much easier than people.]
Well. They may be airplane reading but I've enjoyed Philippa Gregory's novels about women in the English monarchy. A bit boring but they held my attention. Particularly Catherine of Aragorn. A good mystery. I'm always very interested in a good mystery. My grandmother used to say that books were a better babysitter than any she could pay. She thought that was a bit...creepy about it. Crichton! Again more airplane reading but the man somehow combines technical knowledge with good writing
[wow that was a lot.]
Good god. Probably more than you ever wanted to know. I am so sorry.
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You should lend me a book. We can talk about it.
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I don't know what you like to read.
Which is
I guess a failure on my part.
[Pause. It feels so ...mundane. And strange. Statements he's got in plenty but for Martin that just seems...]
Have you read Jurassic Park?
i apologize for martin....
[ he actually hasn't, classically, read very much. not that he doesn't enjoy it, but it's always been a matter of time and motivation. ]
I'll pick up a copy.
NEVER be sorry for Martin.
You always
Too busy writing poetry?
[He's joking. It just might be a bit harsh but then...]
No don't buy one. I have an extra I'll lend you. I've worn out five or six of them.
[Science trying to control nature, nature breaking free. There's just something about it that appeals.]
I hope you like it. You should make more time to read books. Really I thought you were a bit more of a book...fan.
[He didn't say worm. He didn't think worm.]
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Here.
[ he's gently tapping open the door to jon's office, sandwich bag in hand and the file tucked between his forearm and chest. he doesn't bring up the remark about poetry - he can't quite tell if jon is mocking him or not. ]
And for the record, I don't dislike reading. I just - honestly, I guess it's just easier to play a video game at the end of a long day.
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...What kind of video games?
[he pauses]
The only one I know is the one with the-
blocks. Stacking them - Tetris! That's the one.
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[ but he'll start dutifully unpacking jon's sandwich for him. ]
TY this is so cute
Well my grandmother was...strict about wasting time. [pause] about time and I could never manage to sit still anyway there was something about books that captured my attention more.
I had a friend with a whole bunch of consoles but he'd be a bit...stingy with playing them what games do you play?
right!!
[ he doesn't take a seat, but he does linger around a bit awkwardly. ]
Assassin's Creed, recently? They've - er, they've got good stories. You'd probably like them.
Re: right!!
[Jon Sims will get right to the point. Accepting the sandwich he wraps a napkin around it before studying him. Assassin's Creed]
It sounds exciting at least. What's it about?
Re: right!!
It's just - a sort-of retelling of history, in a way? But with, um, indulgent video game flair.
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You're going to have to explain indulgent. Remember I'm used to colorful blocks in different shapes.
[His features turn pleasant.]
Peter had another game with the dog? That hunted ducks. That one I liked. Not the duck hunting part I mean I understand it but the dog was kind of funny.
[He can't do pets. Period. But digital animals? sure.]
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[ martin tries very hard not to smile down at his sandwich. ]
You always struck me as more of a cat guy.
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[he considers the question for a moment taking a bit of his sandwich.]
Just because a dog was funny in a cartoon doesn't mean I enjoy dogs in person. They're loud. He just-
[Enough.]
Cats I like but I could never spend time actually taking care of one. Friends with them are the exception. Or it might just be the admiral.
[He stares at his sandwich. This is the most open he's been with anyone in...awhile.]
...do...do you like animals? Sitting down to play games with a pet in tow?
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[ it's certainly the most open he's been with martin, and he enjoys soaking it up. ]
But yeah, I've always wanted a dog. Never really had the time for one. Or the space? Hard to come by in London.
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If I'm going to invest time and effort into caring for something I want to be able to give it all my time and attention you know? I'm not the best with affection. I'll own that. But when I make the time and effort...you know. And the job...
[He sighs and takes a bite of his sandwich.]
I'm rambling. I really did want to hear about you. So you play Assassin's Creed, you like dogs.
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No, wait, rewind: who's the Admiral?
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This is the admiral.
[His smile is fond.] Georgie's my ex-roommate. We went to college together. She's had the cat ...
God. I don't remember.
[He chuckles]
But the admiral's her cat. I go and have tea with her sometimes and the admiral is very - fond. Of interrupting tea by shoving his ass in my face and demanding backscratches.
[He laughs aloud]
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After 169 this hurts so much in a good way
169 was so solid
right?! It's like dammit Jon get it together good onya Martin
they're both disasters right now imo
true.
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thank you for this this thread is joy
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action? -->
action!
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